Afraid of Losing

All I want is to, for once, have someone afraid of losing me.

I’m afraid of losing you, I just don’t show you because all I want is for you to be afraid of losing me, and I’m not sure you are, in fact, I know you’re not, so, I’ve decided not to tell you or show you how I really feel.

Your smile makes me warm even in the coldest days of winter, your eyes make me blush, even when you’re not looking at me, your dry voice is like a Johann Strauss  waltz to my hears... My eyes just light up and my smile goes all crazy when you look at me across a room.

Every day I look for your amazing smile, I try to find your bright, big, blue eyes, and I search for your empty voice all over the corridors.

I still remember the way you smell, I can’t forget your touch, I don’t want to stop thinking about your hands. You’re everything I never knew I could find, and you don’t know it. And you don’t want to know it.

But then again, I don't tell you how I fell, I can't tell you that I'm always afraid of losing you, because your can't lose that's not yours... and you're not mine.