"It's a Beautiful Day"

It was a beautiful day. The sun was shining, I was smiling and everything was pretty. It was such a beautiful day. But you came along, and ruined it. The sky turned grey, I was crying and everything was ugly. 
You say I can't hear a "No!", but I'm not the one who ruined something amazing because my friends said so, I'm not the one who lied with every teeth in my mouth saying I loved someone, I'm not the one who ignored you because I didn't want to talk. You are. I may not accept a "No!" when I don't understand it, but I did understand your "No!". You don't like anyone, you lie, you cheat and you abuse your power (let's face it, you don't have one, but...). The more I try to figure why I believed in you, the more I believe that, deep down, I knew that you were lonely and empty, I mean, you have no one. You don't have a girlfriend, you live to make out with anything that moves, you don't allow yourself to have real feelings for anyone and no one really knows you. I think I dated you out of pity. I pity you for being so self - involved, so lonely, so empty that you can't even believe that someone might actually love you. And the fact that you're pretty helps with all of this. You think that because you're pretty you can get away with anything, but the truth is you can't, not with me, anyway. I want to be your friend, I want to be your real friend, but you have to show me that I can trust you, just like I've shown you for all this time that you can trust me.

It was the most beautiful day ever. The most beautiful week ever. The most beautiful month ever. Then you came, and it became the ugliest day ever, but no, I won't let it become a week or a month. From now on, it's beautiful again.