You Come Rushing Back

And everything came rushing back, just when I thought it was over. When I thought I was over you, you made me fall in love yet once again. 
When I think there is nothing to look forward to, you give me hope, and then you crush it. You make me happy, and then you make me miserable. And after being miserable I'm happy again without you, and you come, you give me hope, you make me happier, and you ruin every single cell I have in my body. 
I've cried endless times for you. You say you love me. But were you even sad when we broke up? Doubt it. 
I have to get over you this one last time, and I have to stop falling in love with you, because I don't know how long I can handle not telling you how I feel. I don't know how long  can talk to you without hugging you. I don't know how long I can look into your eyes and say So, have any girlfriend? 
I have to be strong enough to handle my pain. I can't keep believing that you're going to help me. Because you never do, you just make it harder for me to live in the same planet as you. 
You can apologize, you can do whatever you want, but I am going to do my best never to believe in you again. I am so very sorry if that hurts your feelings, but you started it.