With a Kiss

RitaSebastião - 05.10.2009

Everything started with a kiss, and with a kiss, everything ended.

Everything started when I kissed you.

At first I used to blush every time I saw you, and smile every time I thought of you, you completed me, you fulfilled my needs, I wasn’t in love with you, or so I thought.

A week later I couldn’t stop thinking of you, you were a part of me, and you wouldn’t let go, you asked me how I felt, I answered naturally ‘I kinda like you’, but always, always denying something else.

When I finally admitted to feel ‘something else’, I begged you no to treat me like ‘just another one’, because I wasn’t, I actually cared for you, I liked you for what you were, and not what you looked like. And so, you did. You treated me right, I mean except for that last part, you hugged me tight, you kissed me, you understood me. And, one day, out of the blue, you broke up with me. And I’ve tried, I’ve fought, I’ve tried to talk, I’ve done everything possible to make you understand what I still feel for you, why won’t you get that?!? The only thing left for me to do is say good bye.

I’ve had to say good bye more times that I would’ve wanted, but who hasn’t?! it hurts so bad when I have to do it. Not the good bye, par say, but the why I’m saying good bye. It’s the worst pain in the world, to know that everything I’ve accomplished is gone, forever. To know I’ve lost what makes me happy. I feel so empty, so destroyed, so lost, so lonely, so scared, so broken. And right now, you’re the reason I’m feeling like this, because you dumped me, you broke me, you’ve crushed my soul.

I really loved you. I was so happy with you…

There are no words left to be said. I can’t go back to the start.

I have to let go of you, you’re just a little nightmare. To nightmares, I say: good-morning.

Everything ended, when you kissed me.

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