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I love music, theatre, photography, figure skating, life, peace, New York, british accent, 'The Lord of the Rings', ice-cream, cupcakes, summer, sea, snow, Jesse Tyler Ferguson, Neil Patrick Harris, Jamie Bamber, Matthew Rhys and CHOCOLATE. That's pretty much me.

20 December 2010

You Know Who I Am

I’ve walked through dangers, I’ve talked to strangers, but they didn’t understand.  They didn’t understand how important you are to me. No one gets it. We’ve kissed a hundred times, you’ve hugged me a hundred times and a hundred times, you've smiled at me. And I still don’t know what to do when I’m around you. :$
Sometimes, I wish you’d call me up in the middle of the night, just to say how much you miss me, and how much you love me, because you’re the only person who can make my name sound special.
I don’t believe in destiny or in soul mates or in love at first sight, but when I’m with you, I believe in all of those things, because when I’m around you my heart beats like crazy, I swear it’s almost like a fairy tale.
I hate being apart. I hate that we’re so close but at the same time we’re so far away. I hate that I can only dream of being with you, right now. :s
I don’t know how you did it, but you got under my skin, more than anyone ever did.   
I hardly believe that we’re gonna be together forever, we’re just teenagers, but that’s my dream and I hope, so much, that it’s yours too. Just like I hope you think of me once in a while, because at least you think of me.
I wish you were with me all the time, but you’re not, you’re somewhere else, and somewhere else doesn’t have a clue how lucky it is.
And I’m so sorry, because sometimes, I think that someone could make you happier than I could, I guess it’s my insecurity acting up, but please be sure of this one fact: No one loves you like I do.
I can’t stop thinking about your smile, I can’t stop thinking about your laughter, your hair, your voice… I’m so in love with you that I can barely say when I’m not thinking about you.  
When I’m with you, time flies. The precious time we have together is never enough. And when you’re gone, I stop smiling, I stop being happy, because you’re such a big part of me, that when you go away, everything goes away with you.

I LOVE YOU <3

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