One day I woke up and I realize that you’re all I’ve ever wanted. I mean let’s face it you’re cute, you’re nice and you’re a good friend… You’re all I need. It's so hard to see that you don’t care about me and that I am totally in love with you. I get so mad, that I swear to heaven that I will never let myself fall in love again, cause it will be a mistake. Can you honestly say that you’ve never felt like that for anyone.. You’ve never felt something so strong that you couldn’t speak to that person? Or you couldn’t stand next to her? Or you couldn´t even look at her happiness?
That is exactly what I feel but with me it’s harder, because it’s happening with my best friend, I’m in love with my best friend… I don’t know who to go to when I’m sad because usually I’m sad because of you… Because I don’t know what to do when I’m around you and if I don’t say hello, or kiss you in the chick, or hug you… Do you know how hard it is for me not to be able to hug my best friend? Do you know how hard it is for me to be afraid of telling you how I feel? Being scared of your reaction?
I’m not just scared of your reaction I’m scared because I’m afraid you might go away, you might forget that I exist, you might forget about our friendship… I’ve never been this frightened before, and believe me I had reasons to.
I’m in love with you… That’s all I’m saying… (L)
1 comment:
It'll be okay, darling.
He will come to his senses, and understand how much he hurts you, he'll understand what he is missing.
And I'm shore that he will try to fix it, and everything will be like before, just the way you liked it (:
I'm here for you, you know?
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